I Talk to Tissue – H

Hahaha! It’s true I talk to tissue! More accurately, I pray over it. Let me explain. Christ has been guiding me on how to get things to release that aren’t of Him in others. (Fear, pride, judgment, anger, control etc) those are the big ones that people carry. Once I find a trapped emotion, I usually say a silent prayer asking Christ and asking the tissue what would it take to get it to release.

Best senerio is when the tissue happily releases the negative emotion and replaces it with a positive one. There are some stubborn cases (myself included) where an emotion doesn’t want to be released or only a tiny bit wants to be released at a time. It really is up to the person how much I am able to help release in them, it has nothing to do with me. Let’s word that better it’s between them and God because I’m just the vessel of His love or at least that’s what I try to be.

Being a vessel of His love I need to stay in a space where I feel His Spirit I need to be in a space of pure love, His Love. That is a hard space to stay in! If I get distracted and start talking during a massage guess what I’ve stepped out of the space of doing God’s will and I then am doing my will! Any release of emotions I do while I’m chatting away I end up picking up and carrying instead of releasing those to Christ. So me being still and listening is such a huge part of this offering.

There even have been times in the past I have carried too much of a certain emotion say for example if I’m angry at my husband, guess what would happen if I find anger in a client and ask to release it to Christ. I have had the spirit tell me I can’t release this emotion because I have too much of it inside of me it would attach to mine and consume me. So there have been times I haven’t been able to do emotional work on clients because of the emotions I had inside!

Fear is my go to emotion, it’s all I have known my entire life. To be honest love used to be so foreign to me, I didn’t trust it. I do now know what it feels like to be without fear, without trying to control everything. (Being controlling stems from fear.)

I am building a self care practice of prayer, meditation and yoga so I can quickly release what I pick up directly back to Christ. I haven’t been good at this lately and that showed when we finally took this vacation, I turned my phone off and disconnected from the world for a week. It worked I centered I found Him and I am once again, His!

I love my clients! I get to work with some of the most incredible people. I love what God has entrusted in me to do. In that moment when an emotional release happens an exchange is made between them and God where I get to feel how much He loves them. That is the most energizing & incredible experience. Those are the experiences that keep me coming back. Plus I get to witnesses tiny miracles every single day and that to me is the best part of all.