Relying on Him

Since Matthew lost his job 5 months ago we have been relying on the Lord and we have seen and experienced miracles. It’s now 3 days into the new year! It’s 2026 it’s the year of miracles. I feel Him declare that to my soul. Matthew and I have been pondering, meditating and journaling about what do we envision for this year? What would God want for our community? How does He see those that live in our community? I am in love with where I live, these are incredible people, ALL of them. Matthew and I have been praying: What would it look like to see our community as He sees them? We started this first in our home. We try and see each other, including the girls; asking first the question: How does He see this person in front of me and I try to do this even while looking in the mirror.

It’s not easy I am almost always in fear, then I pick up all the rest of those emotions and I’m buried. I haven’t been able to fully be there for my clients. I’m not balanced. I need to step back and see what that looks like. Take a Vacation.

Put down Judgement, pride, fear and anger. Those are heart walls! Stop listening to those voices they are not of Him. Start to recognize when you are stepping into a space of judgement, pride, fear or anger. And pull yourself out to stay connected to Him you need to come from love, HIS LOVE! I need to be a witness. Remember this is the year of miracles.

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